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[19 Feb 2011|05:07pm] are 'this is friends only' posts obligatory? (yes!) hi, just about, gloating is. i guess you can't see most of it if you're not my F</b>riend. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[31 Jan 2005|04:43pm] let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[15 Dec 2004|04:24am] it's great to know i'll be 18 before my container of cashews expires. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[20 Nov 2004|11:49am] i spot a distant cloud and look in the opposite direction, spot another. they must be a thousand miles apart. i'm always bothered by the dome. i could say, "i'm so irritable today," but who gives a fuck if i'm irritable? let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[03 Nov 2004|06:18am] i tell you, eat generic cherry popsicles to become adjusted to the flavour of cough syrup. god damned president talk. so ill at school. i try to refrain from vomitting, since stomach acid will damage my already bad teeth. calcium deposits and yellow tinge, gap in the front. if it were like the time a few months ago, it'd get on my jacket laying by the toilet. i'd smell old and soured all day, maybe people'd contort their faces if i were to breathe on them. a whole gallon of orange juice yesterday. absorbic acid, stomach acid, acid rain, with DMSO on doorknobs. cute squares adorned with pictures. everything's burning up, especially my liver. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[28 Oct 2004|06:11am] So what do I do on Halloween? let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[27 Oct 2004|03:14pm] dirty sponge! i can hate everything! 'traci, put away clean dishes, load dishwasher, clean sink & counters.' no 'love, mom.' i'm not deserving and i'm still called a goth. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[20 Oct 2004|08:27am] i hate the new final fantasies! anime and manga trends are obnoxious. so is dance dance revolution. and roleplaying. every sort of "alternative/intellectual" kid is all up into this sort of thing, ya! i hope the fascination dies out, like it did with immitation seventies clothing when i was in the fourth grade or so. i remember, and so do you! bell bottoms and peace signs, cheap smileys, beads. good. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[20 Oct 2004|08:02am] it is deceiving, i'm slight in profile. i said it first

[18 Oct 2004|05:25pm] I guess being so detached becomes overwhelming (tiresome) at times, and the idea of not being such a maniacal asshole forms.. I toy with the idea of not being disliked by my classmates. I like to reinvent myself, too. I'm not doing anything. It's just sort of dreary, the way it is... I've said this before, but I crave the company of someone different. let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[18 Oct 2004|02:45pm] I want to tell someone, "And you're what I look forward to, when it's uncomfortably cold and my dad's bitching starts as soon as I enter the house. i said it first

Androgynous Hands [17 Oct 2004|04:24pm] let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

paranoid tendencies develop, so [15 Oct 2004|05:59pm] i'll rarely post anything that's too wordy publically. i said it first

[11 Oct 2004|02:52pm] [ music | kevin shields- city girl ] when painfully picked out, the scab inside my right nostril will regrow within 25-30 minutes. dots in control... so, who dresses for halloween to school? let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

enter coarse [01 Oct 2004|08:08am] the big bus lets out all the white girls, backs over them, over and over, runs over them, runs them over they're getting paralyzed let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[09 Aug 2004|01:50pm] I've been makin' a lot of posts you outsiders cannot see lately! I just thought you should be informed. My lastest entry has not consisted of diseased vaginas. i said it first

[24 Jul 2004|09:31pm] Try to refrain from ripping the crotch out of your pants.. 'Cause ( you get what you asked for. ) let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[24 Jul 2004|08:37pm] i'd so love to arrange my furniture in my basement dwelling, but there's debri strewn all under, over, about the place. an, there's a drain under my television that spreads (deadly?) mold and filthy water. god, i wish i had some ambition. please, someone reward me with ambition. i'll perform any reasonable task, lacking ambition, in order to gain it. right. i said it first

[12 Jul 2004|12:21am] Shot in the head, I can see I can see it ( But I can't feel it. ) let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

[06 Jul 2004|05:02pm] ( Head, crumpled paper. ) let the ugly light in and<-->i said it first

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